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Those days are long gone. The only thing I can do now in my stagnant life is look back at everything. All the good and horrible memories. All the people I used to know. What the people I knew and what I was like back then. My dreams at the time.

Now that I've crossed the peak of life, what else is there to do? It seems like everything just goes downhill from here. I'll have even more responsibilities piled onto me. I'll have to work just to survive on this planet. My body will slowly get worse minute by minute, and then suddenly I get bedridden and die. That sounds pretty fucking boring, and I'm already bored to death.