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"Suffering is necessary because it leads to consciousness." - a fuckin Shmoop summary of Notes from the Underground since I'm too bored to put it in my own words

I just got all of my wisdom teeth forcefully taken from me. To make the pain bearable, I've been taking these giant ass horse pills of pain meds along with an antibiotic. If it gets worse, I have an opioid I can take. On the bottle is a big label that shows that there's a risk of overdosing from it.

I haven't been taking my other meds since there might be a higher risk of bleeding if I combine these two pricks together. So I just feel fucked up all the time. Nice.